Gone and back + worst.....

The Feeling has gone and came back in a way of never end....

Really.... Helpless,Powerless,weak
Not sure what is the factor but there is there the circumstances, no idea what??
Still the same feeling but its more crucial, more arduos , more operose
weak,good at nothing,useless, SPeechLezz

Dont know why... maybe friends, maybe Exam, maybe girls, maybe stress
The only things i can sure is the way some of my friend treat me really makes me feel down
Life is just like that or thats my life?
Shakespear's work of art shall describe wat I feels......

To-morrow, and to-morrow, and to-morrow,
Creeps in this petty pace from day to day
To the last syllable of recorded time,
And all our yesterdays have lighted fools
The way to dusty death. Out, out, brief candle!
Life's but a walking shadow, a poor player
That struts and frets his hour upon the stage
And then is heard no more: it is a tale
Told by an idiot, full of sound and fury,
Signifying nothing."


Many said we have to appreciate god gave us chance to life in this world, we should be satisfied with what we have although is imperfect,
because nothing is perfect....
but still how many people can really do it??
can you? I cant.....

A common mortal that feels indiscriminate

Wat is in my mind is :WAT THE! WAT THE! Dont't KNOW! Don't KNOW!.......
confused with my life, lazy, cant describe, dunno how to describe

Life is so unrest, really..........TIRED
Friendship? Study? Love? Family? Out Of Idea
I m champion in nothing
But many of my friends are this makes me more worthless
EG : KW debate champ, badminton double champ, futsal no.3 , good in singing
HI Good in Add maths,maths
WH good in Futsal as GK, 100m sprint
HE good in leading, volleyball,basketball, scout
VS Add maths improving
WX good at dribling ball, so short but have high speed in many field
WJ just get a gold with Honour
JW good in caligraphy
JY softball school team, good in marathon, also very speeedy
DK good in study, dancing

See all my friends so good in sumthing, But i m SO SO nothing inmy life ............... really a speechlezz nobody

A common mortal that feels indiscriminate

Still DOwn.........

Add maths fail, another DOWN, Maths also Should be going down, cant do the ques

Today That Act cute Babbie came back from SG ,

Went to the BOrinG KTV wif KW HI VS IJ WH and that Ass

VS SING like A Toad DAmn!, he sings all female songs that doesn't suits his key SUKS!
i thought there will be a night futsal or badminton to reenergize me so that i wont be that DOWN DOWN BORED & DOWN..............Tired...............

SHIT he fooled me that there is futsal tonight FFFFF

Down

I am down down low low..................
feel like a failure,suks in lots of things,
lose this lose that, lose badminton, not so good in futsal, study moderate,
write blog also suks...................
DOWN...................

Solid Defender, Saturday Aeroplane

Waited for the pic for weeks cant wait any more so..............
Futsal Rocks..........
Kwang hua won 4-3 over Achmar week before holiday 13 march
Kinda proud that i am a SOLID DEFENDER XD, CHris the school football captain praised me as well HAHA, but KW is better in attacking hes been describe as MUSTANG by opponent, he is proud with that name........................
let me continue the story after i receive the pic

Last sat were Yee Hong Bday , while we planned to walk around JJ in the afternoon, but the plan seems not working, that day were just ME,HE and QP. Damn aeroplaned by others...........
But luckily we pick a nice and cool movie 'Taken' over 'Dragonball' suggested by QP. The movie is nicer than 007! dun miss that movie XD
Then ME and HE split up with QP and met up with WH, Its also kinda fun route to Yhong house, we talk crap as usual, pic can be viewed at Hian Ee blog XD.

Prefect world= Politic world

Y they are the same?!??
They like to act responsible in front of others, act good, act strict, but they are so cunning, and they are like wolfs..........

Below are just Example, pls dun send me to ISA

Eg:
-many of them love drink coffee (benefits are not $$ but reputation and supports)
-Unskillful ppl that holds good/high post but cant elaborate well
-doing unnecessary things that are just wasting time, money, etc etc
-Stab others in the back to gain sumthing (dunno wth they wan)
-Some do their things straight forward (No turning,

Well act today get scolded by sum1, but the only thing that i wanna say is
EVERY1 has their own style and way to working out things, others do not have to follow ur style.....

Cake Without A Candle?? also looks nice ma..... haha

aiya Also looks not bad lar.The cake without candle its like a very young and energetic cake. Without knowing its age, its more mysterious.Without it, It should be more free. Hope the candle will be back ASAP XD

A cake WITHOUT a Candle...............

This is a very pretty Cake given by my DEAR Friend during my 17th birthday.Damn! this cake is made of TON of FRIENDSHIP, but it has turned to this>>>>>>>>

The cake feels lonely,abandoned,desolated................

arduous, exhausting, exigent, grievous, intractable, intricate, irksome, knotty, labored, onerous, oppressive, perplexing, puzzling, resisting,

What a challenging day,
Wake up on bout 8 to skip that lame thing, went school at 830, it feels not bad even its late, just asked few ques by teacher ....... then whole day of school not studying and teachers are not teaching cause of sukantara( sum sort of sports event) i dint went for that cause I dislike that house, asked for a small small little little post but its not given, so wat for help them??!??
Had A tough physics test ( for competition)after school, scratched my head till wild lolz. although cant pass, but there is still 2nd chance give by teacher cause I am not that POOR, just lack of few marks. Hope to do better for the 2nd test. GOd Bless me...............

Chat with a cruel girl at night, she is so viciuos, inhuman, said wanna cry but she seems not caring at all, shes killing me.........OMG!

This morning, i thought its a Happy,
blessed, blest, blissful, blithe, can’t complain, captivated, cheerful, chipper, chirpy, content, contented, convivial, delighted, ecstatic, elated, exultant, flying high, gay, glad, gleeful, gratified, intoxicated, jolly, joyful, joyous, jubilant, laughing, light, lively, looking good, merry, mirthful, on cloud nine*, overjoyed, peaceful, peppy, perky, playful, pleasant, pleased, sparkling, sunny, thrilled, tickled, tickled pink*, up, upbeat, walking on air

Morning since its just a misunderstood. But seems like its another sorrowful day. Get criticize by the same person........get hurt.....

Hmm...., Today learned more bout friendship, taught by chinese teacher.
There is many kind of fren, u can have many friends in life, there is just not many that are true 1 that helps u when ur in pain or danger...........
totally agree with that
but for me....... those who cant accept my personalities are also not my FRIENDS..........

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Heatbeat, Heart pain........心跳 心痛

Another Sad day but not just sad......
bereaved, bitter, blue, cheerless, dejected, despairing, despondent, disconsolate, dismal, distressed, doleful, down, downcast, down in dumps, down in mouth, forlorn, gloomy, glum, grief-stricken, grieved, heartbroken, heartsick, heavyhearted, hurting, in doldrums, in grief, in the dumps, languishing, low, low-spirited, lugubrious, melancholy, morbid, morose, mournful, out of sorts, pensive, pessimistic, sick at heart, somber, sorrowful, sorry, troubled, weeping, wistful, woebegone.(can learn more synonyms here)
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Regret, and pain not just in de heart but soul......Wat A FRIEND.....
Imagine if i gave u something that is specially U, U split it to other friends which i dont know.. Can u Feel the pain?
Have no comment since i gave it to........frustrated on wat...did actually, expect...would keep it... but its alright i think.
Err Actually i am not sure y i mind, any 1 know? dun answer me XD
hmmm i shall forget this by tomorrow........

BORING DAY,A day that is out of expectation!!
There is still Tons of work to do and tons of stuff to be worried/concerned.
But still i will continue to 'WORK HARD' in 'All' aspect

What A HIGH Night........!!

Wats so High BTw???
Just a party held by Iunn Jenn THE GREAT>.<... erm dunno party or dinner...... hard to describe..... just had fun lo...... I skip my acc tuition tonight cause of Frens XD...... no lar i am not that great lar..... actually cant withstand the teacher...... wat a great insulter...... bored of hearing her voice....sick of looking at her....ZzzzzZzzz........lolz dun any1 give her my blog add!!

Its Kinda hgh just dunno Y maybe every1s enjoying their last year moment in High School as a teenager as I dun think we have this Chance in the future..........Well quite many ppl went ther, there sould be more then 50+++
The moment i reach...... heard Kw Singing WTH... sienz lar always use fake sound 1...... u have a
KTV in ur house thats ur pro.........If i had 1 i would be JAY CHOU XD.....JK lar......
After singing we enjoy the food.....During food Jw ST and me saw Kw wearing PRADA shirt CK Jeans but CHeap Undy Byford haha.........HAha then we played FACTO DE 7.... lolz i din even lose 1cause many new player there YEA!!.........then every 1 enjoy shouting YAAAAAAAAAAAAm SSSEEEENG well holding those finished heineken bottle, sum even fill it wif orange juice Zzzz Lame lar.......Saw waiters closing their ears wif finger........Shout till get complained by other customer haihz.....next is champagne time....yer it taste too sweet... not nice..... just enjoy shoting the cork ..... erm then every 1 took photo like tomorrow no chance meet each other-.-HA!....... feel like posting it here...... wait next post....... then HE talk bout his boring old secret and sum of HI 1....... but all ar expected....... Kw also kk 1 dun dare talk to fiona.... Hmmm Thats A day that makes me more concerned bout the time left for GREAT EXAM...........BTw hope all frens will still have chance to enjoy this kind of party...... SO long.................

Friends and Prefect........

There is too many circumstances to be concerned about in live......many.......many......

Frens asked me to write bout her...so write bout her lo.......... both of them sit beside me.......
ST aka Flies(lalat thats my bro describe her look) but i felt that her head ratio is 2 to 1 to its body thats all ntg special XD......joking lo dun angry........erm she fine......its a good person to train ur Booming skill via mouth XD........
JW aka WinWin aiyo she ar.......... everyday scold me 1........asked to look for sum1 wif me also scold.... haihz!!
Scold Wilson lar........!! actually she is not scolding lar...... i knew that thats just the way she talk when she is little mooddy.......
Well there is 1 gay 1 in my class VINCENT.....he keep looking at HI during Bio class...... looking at him while blinking his eyes and even sending sum kiss towards him.....damn gay...... i scolded him wif: Fking pay attention to teacher! LOL....

Well for prefect........ although i cant participate in spotcheks but atleast i get to do games for the camp.........its still Ok for me...... 1 more happy things is that i voice out during GM XD....and speak to PUSH........she gave a quite satified answer........Well for DE i think i should have forgiven him or maybe no....... he haven really apologise....for wat he said that he has an jackass
ajk tag.........

Back to Frens........ 1 foot cacat WJ...... just now SWei said she like him before WTH........ get shocked by her.......and for QF haihz regret treated her badly last time....she is kind of a good girl XD...........nvm its the past.......and erm kinda shy to take back money from Xue dunno why haha...>.<>.<..........

Long Time NO SEE

its been 1 month++ since Jan 12.......... u know y?? i forgotten my password 4 this acc omg.......... and erm many work...........plus i am lazy boy XD............ cant pay attention on doing my school works............ just dunno why.........delay and delay till teacher ask for the work.......... haihz.........lazy.........why is there works that never ends................??

THIS MORNING had a Major Inner conflict in myelf thats why wanna voice it out here!! SHit what is a prefect?? has been 1 since F1....... Not inform bout spot checks....... not able to take part in it...... teacher asked Why i am not with them,am I the useless 1 in prefect? Frens asked am I just a little subordinate in prefect boards......... teachers asked is there still any sport check after this??.... HOW SHOULD I ANSWER THEMM!! Crap.....!! Being 1 is useless......... haihz..........

Today felt so sorry to WH.......... shouted at him because of my mood........... hope that he had forgotten it XD........

BTW few days ago was also sad moment........ 2 of my frens wanna break up just because of a plate of spaghetti..... it happens on Valentine day, H receive a plate of spaghetti from her and Ate it wif her........ then K misunderstood that she Fell on love with H......... So Sent a msg to H to break up.......... phew!! lucky i explain the truth and their relationship to K......... then K knew he misunderstood...... and finally i Saved the WORLD!!

Rewind..... Back to the Past..........2008

first blog...still newbie...... helloooo.... hahaha...... copy that Jap '..' Fan Babbiebboi.....started this blog cause saw his blog so nice.......reminisence of friends, describing friends.....

2008 HOliday
lets start with november, Futsal competition. Before the competition, i trained quite 'alot' wif Chris haha........ just a newbie in futsal........ played almost every saturday during october with Chris the Captain Striker ,KWei the Power foot, WHeng the goal Wall, WXian the SPeedy, WJie 1 foot cacat babbie ........... haihz i am the noobest among them..... i am known as Air kicker...........
Present day of futsal, damn i am the main spons0r.......... WTH i bought Banana and Excel for them to recover energy....... but i feel i am more like a coach XD i keep asking them to drink and eat banana for next match............... haihz Chris was aiming the champion, but there are 2 unexpected teams which make us lose our champion...... although we are 3rd, but we enjoy the progress and the teamwork alot................eh yar miss out 2 VIP JW and BS both came to support us......but i feel is more like a tease to me, they asked me why i am not in the match Zzzzzz.

Skip to 8 Dec - Fionna birthday (KW future Fiancee maybe), Zhen yang Birthday
around 6am woke up............ shit undang zzzz 5 hour speech bored and sleepy but lucky there is KW HE WX SP crapping dota there.......... the class and around 2pm and we went BT JJ to met up with act Cute de Babbieboi......... after that we walk round and round and round around JJ just to look for fionna present which is sugessted by kW......... damn his fuzzy he bought a womens perfume after picking 2 hours.......... every of us bought small present for her expect for that fatty bought a big 1................around 630pm, we walk to fiona house by foot its around 2-3km there was a little rain out there. we take shelter at fiona house and played a lame game THE KILLER haha... its lame but we enjoyed it since there is ntg to do. we confess to each other when we walk to Yee Hong house.. cant forget wat babbiebboi said... he said he hated me earlier but not after that......... and yHong said i am am the noobest and need to study hard, then HianEe said the same old thing , the world is big and malaysia is big then we met up here bla bla, and Kw said crap his gonna thank us if he get to married fiona hahaz............
We played alot and drink a little at Yhong House, Khai Jie joined us............ WEnt to school for QM meeting in the morning

Dec 20++ 1 Night INn Sunway
The day i drink de most eh haihz lazy to type redi other can refer to babbieboii de blog....... haihz that trip ar suks lar my privacy........ damn f................ the FACTOR of 7 part nice only and and pirate ship damn scary dun dare to play that redi ...........

Dec 28
at WJie House........... reach at 9 they waited us with sum kind of face like waited very very long...... we enjoy his aunty fried chicken..... quite nice........... then we play with every1s msn crap wif random person, after bored of crapping we went down to have sum drink, first drink Bailey sound like barli..... hhaha then factor of 7 wif calsberg haihz i am the loser again........ they ca
the next morning went JJ watch 'Yes man' then fool around again............ the 1 lose in factor of 7 have to do sum stupid stuff and guess wat i am the loser again........... lolz i m kinda loser.... fed up wif losing and quit hahaha!!!

Any Way all these friend gave me incentive,encouragement, power, enthusiasm, and the most inportant 1 FRIENDSHIP.................